The Autobiography of Berniece Rabe
Then, my oldest son got married and soon I became a grandmother.
Little Rochelle, that dark-haired, dark-eyed beauty, was born with
spina bifida, an opening in the back and other complications that
caused nerve damage and her to be paralyzed from the waist down.
We had our season of mourning for her loss, but soon were captured
by her personality and all the many things she could do. She began
reading at an early age and her mother, Carmen, who supplied her
with books, lamented the fact that handicapped children were usually
portrayed in the books as poor little crippled children or the story
was about a miracle: and now the child can walk! Neither applied
to our Rochelle.
Carmen
asked me, "Will you write a book for her? One where a handicapped
child just happens to be the main character, too. You're an author.
You can do it."
Now, if I didn't like my daughters-in-law so much, I could stay
out of a lot of things. But I do. I let Carmen pressure me into
action and the result was The Balancing Girl. That became such a
success, my other grandchildren, later on, started demanding their
book. And I was forced into writing Margaret's Moves, which has
a lot of Justin in it. And next A Smooth Move, which tells things
Chad's way. Then Rehearsal for the Bigtime, which lets the world
have a peak at Rebecca.
Not knowing when to back off, I even yielded my heart to a neighbor
child. I looked out my window one day to see little Misty Spurlock
running around playing with her daddy and dragging with her a toy
monkey. Misty is a cutie, a delight, and the victim of Down syndrome.
I had to do a book for her to star in. I just had to. So I wrote
Where's Chimpy? and editor Kathy Tucker bought it. She worked right
along with the photographer, Diane Schmidt, and me in using Misty
and her father in the illustrations. Newspapers and television picked
up on the story and Misty really did become a star, and loves every
moment of it.
The
year I was doing my master's thesis at Columbia College, I also
finished a novel I'd been working on for some time. Editor Frank
Sloan heard of it and asked to see the manuscript of Tall Enough
to Own the World. It's about a good boy, a fifth grader, who does
a lot of acting-out because he is too different to be happy; he
can't read, I feel it is one of the biggest tragedies in this world
that any child be denied the joy of reading. Give me a soapbox,
please. My stepmother believed that books complicated life, especially
for women, and once she pulled a book from my hand and threw it
into the heater. After that I hid to read, inside a huge old wardrobe
during the winter and in the top of a tree during the summer. In
one it was too dark for me to be found, the other involved her looking
up to find me, and she never thought to do that. Anyway, my grandson
Jeremy said this special book on reading would be his book. It didn't
matter that it was not about him. He's a fine reader and approves
such a book.
I have four more grandchildren to go, Amber, Christine, Collin,
and Joshua. When the pressure gets on me tight enough, you'll see
a book for each of them. In the mean time, I've returned to my Missouri
stories, doing a trilogy around a fifteen-year-old boy. A tribute
to my brothers who were special to me.
I've lived in two very different cultures and very different books
come out of them. The material determines my style. Some people
find it difficult to imagine the same woman who wrote Naomi also
wrote Where's Chimpy? There's no mystery to it, I'm simply a diverse
woman. My husband says there's never a dull moment. He's never known
what to expect next from me.
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